Today was hard. There was another school shooting and it struck me that middle school and high school were where it got hard for kids and they are more likely to lose it and commit a horrendous act. Azzie and soon Elias will be close but I don’t know if I would freak out or not.

I know that I have other kids who are also in school but unfortunately in some ways they are an academic thought. I want to get close to them but that might not happen for a while still yet and so it’s hard to think about them.

The purpose of this blog is to be an outlet for myself and my struggles with my mental health and with my issues about having been to prison.

I believe that I am not able to write anymore tonight. Tomorrow will be better.